Lust’s Chokehold

A previous process. Exposure root basis from upbringing

I heard the lady screaming

They didn’t do a good job.

They didn’t cover the underdeveloped process of the innocent.

Sick in growth as we get old

Lust carrier

you never my covered my barrier

The chokehold silent you can breathe just enough

But lust says “get yours too”

No matter the cost.

Integrity get lost

My flesh throbbing is the boss

Oh but at what cost?

Now addictions setting in

Being dragging around to sin.

Cycles of heightening expression

But then there was deep detection

I must leave this.. be I hate you lu-

Before I could flee it’s snatched my throat and I couldn’t breathe.

I couldn’t breathe.

This time I couldn’t breathe.

I looked at that vessel in the eye

I saw the demon the lustful cries

You wanted a slave

She secretly wanted to be saved

Tired of cycles of this momentary pleasure

Dissipates it’s nothing to celebrate

Sick for letting the flesh reign

Yet you can’t breathe this man is crushing your windpipe

Women glorify that as if it’s a badge of honor

No love you defiled your temple

Psychological sexual manipulation wired in your mental

ability to please the flesh why is that prioritized

Over the needs of the soul?

Lack of self control

That man doesn’t value your entrance or gates

And neither did I.

At that time but it turned out to be fine

But in previous processes I was dragged

Several red flags

Pleasure receptors injuring intimate connectors I just want to protect her..

The wrestle the tearing

This lust I’m bearing.

Guilt in weakness despairing

The shaking my soul cried out

In cycles force the receptors pain sharp I hate this

I just want to protect her(me).

FVC©️