You may as well been a burden

But in the depths I was learning

And I did love you

But you would’ve tried to stifle my power

Because your power hungry you want it all

That’s not how it works

The devil doesn’t have benefits or perks!

Satanic panic all in your manhood

Deeply misunderstood

But this soldier didn’t abandon the post

Even when the Father brought me out

I saw the bigger picture and understood what mattered the most

I was detached heart guarded

I saw the depths

The depths of the sea but I was grieved

Why isn’t Jesus your anchor? You know him..

To be so deep and he’s not covering your feet…

Then I saw the hunger for lust.

Made sense. The power you craved ..

No sir you will not injure me I am not a slave to obey

I was brave

Heavy plight I remember lifting you up out of the abyss

I knew something was amiss ..

This time It was going to get worse

You wanted to trap me in the spirit !

There your secret was heard and God wasn’t going to keep it

Time to war

Take those demons out!

But in the silence..

You .. you didn’t love me.

You saw my light and power

You saw me as token too.

I just another object to acquire

Embedded in your mind of perverted desires.

Sir I am filled with Holy Fire

You will get burned.

In the depths.. I too, learned.

I corrected myself. I put away lust for good.

Now that is wholly understood!

But root basis of love ..

I took off the gloves. No more.

And ultimately I didn’t waste my time

Because divine intervention was needed

In the silence your soul pleaded.

And how could I ignore that?

Screw lust recalibrate your mind!!

You’re hot and erect but your heart is deeply wounded !

You don’t want to acknowledge?

I must leave now my assignment is done here.

The door is closed.

It’s coming around the bend.

But not my love arrow.. I didn’t hit send.

I never will.

I heard the words, “ damn she don’t love me no more?”

No I don’t.

Not that you ever did.

Let me go.

FVC©️